Right now my life feels like an out of control roller coaster, one that I am strapped to against my will. It's the old cliche- one minute I'm up, the next I'm down.
My face hurts from forcing the smiles every day. I see photos of myself on Facebook and think, WHO is that? Not me! Not the real me anyhow.
I will be back soon. I have to get through a painfully long, claustrophobic Thanksgiving. Then maybe I can get my thoughts together enough to sit here again.
Maybe.
Until then, I am still --
MISS GEE
